My sorrow (edited)

My sorrow goes deep
into the bottom of my heart
I remember you so clearly
and your in my every thought

I can see your face
like i was holding a picture in my hand
But then you disappear
like i was only holding sand

I still don't understand
why it had to be you who died
It doesn't really matter
how many tears i have cried

My sorrow will not go away
with this passing year
Because loosing you
was and is my greatest fear

Life goes on for everyone around me
but i cant help missing you
All the things we used to be for each other
and all the things we used to do

So in the stillness of the night
in my bed i silently lay
You live inside my heart
and there you will always and forever stay...