The pain I feel
When I lose something
So real
Would overwhelm me
But this time
Relieve is what is overwhelming me
Cause all I ever heard the last years was
'' I dont care ''
I guess letting you go
Isnt that hard at all
I can put a smile whenever I want to
But those memories is holding me back
From being happy
Cause thats what I always was caring for
Your words
Your actions didnt affect me
But knowing that we there were better times
When we actually really cared about another
Was hitting me like a knive
Cause when I look how we live now
All I see is
How we torture each other apart
Piece by piece
So slowly
Till one of us gives up
You know living without you
Is something that I can
But I guess I never wanted to
And now there is nothing more
Than I want to forget about all the misery
And remember all the happiness
Thats something that I cant do
When all I hear from you is
Disasterous ..
