Have to lay this love to rest. I have to stop putting it through the test. This is the final goodbye. For you I will no longer cry. Goodnight, goodbye, RIP, however you want to put it. I have to let go and let life take it's tole. Please forgive me for any hurt I have caused. I was driven by selfish motives. Trapped in a circle of regret. Your love is something I must forget. I'm closing the book on forever, the journey must end. I know this is not how we mapped it out. This love took a detour an ended at a dead end. Please forgive me your my best friend. Eternal pain is no more I have let go. The last moment together. Let me know this can never be, there will never be a you and me. Never cuts me deep it's what I could never swallow, what kept me from the leap. I will not dig this back up it's like an addiction. I must talk myself through each day. I'm going to inhale the new an exhale you. It's over and done the last song has been sung.
Forever turned to never.
The final string has been cut an now we both are free.
It's coming to a close.
I want to keep writing because I don't want to let u go....
