Screams

I scream to avoid suffering in silence.
But my voice is harsh and I cannot hear myself.
Am I deaf?
Do you hear me?
Can you help me?
If I need to crash and burn will you help me out?
I need to know if you love me and if I'm needed.
By you,
By anyone?
Will I ever really be needed here?
Does anyone know why I'm here?
Should I?
Should anyone know why there here?
Or are we just pretending?
Do I need a reason to live?
Os should I live for the simple fact that I'm here,
And I can breathe and should not take life for granted?
Or an I just being greedy wanting to know my meaning?
Do I really need to know?
Do you?
Do you really care about me or are you not listening?
Have you heard a thing I just said?