To fall in love for her was a long process.
The fear of getting hurt ran through her mind every moment she was around him.
Even though he try-ed everyday to be with her she had her guard up so well it was like fighting a electric fence.
After trying so much and her see he was real about being with her she gave in a little and try-ed to prove to him she would be all his.
Throughout the time of proving she was fallen for him he always accused her of being with someone else.
Many friends saw she was stupid for being with him but also saw she was really in-love.
She thought she was happy, happy to be with a guy that was always there through the ups and downs.
Then one day a shot of change it them.
Slowly he was pushing her away and even though she knew it was coming to an end she didn't want to believe it.
Until one one day it was like a smack in the face to her to have to get him from another woman's house.
Also to hear they have been together many times before.
At that moment life hit her that she opened her eyes to see it was a lost love game.
Thanks to a great friend she opened her eyes and saw he wasn't the loving faithful guy she opened her heart to.
She now sees her guard was up for so long because of this type of pain.
Now all she can and is doing is letting go and promising to not let her guard down so fast to a game that will end up in pain.
The lost love from a ship game...
