Weakest of all weak

I've shade to much tears for i am s0 damnshit weak
words are silently over flowing yet can't speak
my anger is quite calm yet will explode anytime

redness of my face is too plain to discover
you might knew me for so long
but still you don't know what i am now

secrets might reveal
still you can't drag me down cuz i am real
my anger is quite calm yet like a storm when i am full

don't feel safe when all of you are around
cuz i knew so much suffer will arrive before you
setting my mind is easy like a blink of an eye

for i am not like yesterday