Stuck between these four walls
desperatly tring to break free,
avoiding my own reflection
in denial about whats become of me.
I've become that person
that hangs her head in shame,
because i lost you this time for good
and i am the only one to blame.
So i hide behind my shadow
and i pretend not to feel,
disguising my own mysery
denying that it is real.
But how long can i keep this up?
before reality comes crashing down,
how do i get myself to want to
lift my heart up off the ground?
Nothing in my life
will ever again be the same,
my heart will never heal
due to so much pain.
