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by Clarise Jan 27, 2011 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Feel like picking up the phone, sending a text, then i rethink it, and just stare at my walls, why am i even here anymore? don't feel like i fit, don't feel like you care at all, just need a break, need to rethink my situation, make some different choices, take a new approach, throw myself into religion? naw it let me down, cant confide in family, they all die or i do, so what do i do? sink deeper and deeper? let it all fill my brain, giant puddles of toxic pain swirl around in my chest, cant seem to breathe, always drowning, i need to get out of here, i need a break.