So I am here, alone
And you are there, having a ball
Talking, laughing, probably not thinking
About me at all.
If you only knew
All the things I put up with
Just so that I could have you
At arm's length. But still,
You have not the slightest clue
Why I'd do it all over again
All over again, for you.
You're the only one who has ever had
The tightest grip on my sanity
The effect is detrimental
Yet I still keep chasing
The soles of your feet.
When you still have no notion
Of all the emotions that I keep
Tucked away behind each smile that you see
I keep wishing that you knew
How you've engraved yourself in me.
So here I am, again
And there you are, still
Talking, laughing, not thinking of me
and you probably never will.
