Just when i think i have it all figured out, you become someone so sincere, and kind. I enjoy being in your very presence, and i know that you care somewhat about me if you are willing to open up the way you did for me. As far as the other one goes, well i am still in love with him, being his friend has never been more confusing its like once you went forward you can never go back. I like that the fighting has stopped, and this has enabled me to make changes in myself. I am planning on becomming someone that is profound someone who stands for something, and work on making me happy and accomplishing my goals in life. I know as it seems you have moved on and you are accomplishing things that you have much wanted. My credit is a mess and i know that its because of you but i did it all because of my love for you. If you ever found out about him i know that you would never want to try to be a friend, or anything. I like him and as hard as it seems to be i can only be friends i am placing some standards some boundaries to follow and i know that because of this he will be the hardest task yet. I am going to acheive everything i want because there is no other way for me to be happy and that is why me and you are only friends.
