I look in the mirror thinking to myself,wandering why I'm still living hear
I guess it because I have weed helping me ease my thoughts,Or maybe its because of my skateboard and music;
Whatever the reason is that I have yet to kill myself,I hope it will reveal itself to me soon!
I love what I have accomplished in life so far,
I'm only 20 years old and don't have a lot;
But I know how it feels to be on top,to be number 1,to have all attention on me smiling peacfully
Yet still my heart aches,the cracks from my dark past hunt me in my dreams
I wander why all these memories of sorrow follow me?
Will my mind ever truely be at peace?
Will my heart ever clear from the pain within?
Can I truely stand my ground,even knowing what lies ahead?
