I want to tell you everything ,
these scars on my hips .
the tears Ive cried .
but it wouldn't be worth it .
you took part of me with you .
i need you back .
i cant keep living this way .
i still <3 you .
i wish i could of called you when i cried, to show you how much i cried .
in the future , hopefully we will be close .
i talk to guys , but no matter what it goes back to you .
i know you miss me & talk about me all the times but that doesn't mean you want me back....
nobody knows that I'm still head over heels for you .
I'm good at hiding it .
i smile , laugh to get through the day , so i can go home & wish , think & cry .