I feel i could cut myself , cry until my eyes are puffed
& tears wont come out .
oh wait i have .
you don't even know what Ive been through these past few months boy .
& if you did you would be amazed cause you think i don't care i hear .
but boy , you don't even know i know that its not over.
i can feel it , but you two together frustrates me .
but i don't know if you happy & if you are that's good .
not for me of course but for you .
