You make me feel like the author of you life .
i look at you two , & i feel like a walking shadow that no one sees , not even you .
i look at the way you two walk down the hall & i say " dang , i wish that was still me . "
I'm not jealous of her , no . I'm just jealous of the fact she has you . i think to myself & say woah did we ever date . ?"
because it seems unreal when you two show up because you two had a past , then i came in & you took my breath away .
then we end & she comes back into your life , future , & i become " you past , trashed unloved lost one . "
you made me feel like crap , you told me a lie .
were we just a lie ?
was i just a part of your game to get her back ?
was this thing planned ?
did you know i kinda sorta well loved you ?
no , i bet you didn't .
& here i am going everyday unhappy , unloved thinking I'm not worth anyone's time .
everyone misses me being happy & its your fault & don't say its not , i would know , not you .
does she look at you the way i did ?
do you look at her how you looked at me ?
do you hold her the same ?
do you kiss her the same ? do you <3 her , No wait did you <3 me ?
do you tell her lies to get by ?
do you miss our memories ?
do you ever just lay there thinking about me & how we were great together ?
or am i the only one that misses "us ? "
the times we shared ?
do you tell her everything you told me ?
every word you said to me still runs threw my head .
even " Baby , you beautiful , don't ever eave me . "
what the heck boy , you told me not to leave you & your the one that hurt me , that's funny huh .
everything we went through i wonder why did you leave me .
i didn't do anything wrong .
Did i ?
you said you were focusing, but you lied & went t her .
thanks </3
i see your face everywhere go , i feel you fading away ,i feel you talking crap .
i feel like we should of never been.
i wouldn't feel like this if we were never together .
its your fault i feel for you .
you know that I'm sure .
Goodbye <3
hopefully not for long tho , hope to see you soon <3
