Why I have returned

I do not know why I have returned.
Four years ago, I decided that
I was finally mature enough to let this go.

I figured that
My pain
my sadness
my love
my emotion
my happiness
could be shown in a better way.

Since those days I have grown older and changed.
No longer a child... now a young woman.

Could it be?
Could it be that I was wrong?
All this time?
Could it be?

Perhaps these words, the phrases and ryhme...
Perhaps poetry, my old talent which has been left to fade....

Perhaps I need it.