To all the people I cant bear to even look at:
You know who you are
How am I going to go out
With the barrel in the mouth
Razor to the wrist
Just to bleed
The wall at a 180
Who knows
Please tell me
Sick of this shit
don’t know how I am going to survive
My breathe shortens
Heart beat explodes
Put this to rest
Before anybody knows
Let my body lie limp
Let the demons pass
for without me they are nothing
Burning like a 100 degrees
don’t put the flame out
Just let it burn please
Close my eyes for the last time
Never have to wake and see
And put up with the misery
My happiness is gone
You might as well help kill me
The knife in my chest
Twist and bleed
Or pull it out take its yours
Either way I don’t have to see you no more
Your hands tainted with my blood
There will be no screams
No pleas ..
Just take what you will from me
