For my so called daddy

I don't know what to think,
What to say,
What to do,
Or who to run to,
Now that you're back,
I can't tell you all the things I said,
Or what I did,
I can't relax,
I know you're just here for a while,
Then you'll leave and run wild,
You say you love me,
I don't think you even know what love is,
I believe this is all a dream,
You're supposed to be my daddy,
What have I seen,
What have I done,
Should I run,
Where would I go,
I can't go home,
Who do I run to,
Not you,
I want my daddy,
My daddy's not you!