Just scared .

You tried so hard to get me .
& then that you had me , i fell so hard .
then you just left like i was just trash .

Sorry i couldn't give you wanted but your gonna look back & regret it .
& when you come back around , what if i don't take you back ?

didn't you see how happy i was with you .
did you see my smile ? or my laughter with you .
i held you & you held me .
you loved when i held you , does she ?

are you truly happy ?

its funny i cant ask you , cause im to scared .
im to scared to do a lot of things now .
& its all because of you .

im so tired of missing you .
i try to get you out of my head but i cant i see you & fall all over .
if your with her i wanna fall like im dying .
you kissed her in front of me & yeah i cried , i ran straight to the bathroom .
makeup ruined all because of you .

i know im not perfect , but you took a lot to get me but it didn't take you a lot of time to leave me .

i always act happy , but its different when i go home .