It feeels like the more i try
the emptier i feel inside
everyday is the same
holding on to what hope there is left
i feel so alone
the burdens i with hold
& the memories i wish would die
my tears have dried
so i'm left to cry inside
the pain i feel,is all to real
left bleeding
screaming
wanting relief
but i hold on to w.e life i have
hopeful one day it'll be better
but stupidly knowing it wont
i am so worn down
so hurt
so lost for words
that silence has become my bestfriend
i will listen
but my emotions run dry
& i am stuck
inside my own head
in the all to formilurness
were i have not to worry about others
just how far i'll take it tonight
