When i fell apart

I try to see it differently
But it just doesnt come to me
I suppose its all my fault
And we are not meant to be

I tried everything
To be there when you called
And now i end up alone
You left me to take the fall

I suppose i wasn't good enough
Maybe its just my way
I'm meant to be alone
I guess thats okay

I tried so hard for you
To be everything you need
But it wasn't good enough
My heart you left to bleed

My tears have run dry
No pity is shown today
I give up
But my heart is still in dismay

I hold up far too well
In the hurt i feel inside
But my head i hold high
Even though i want to die

The day you left
Was when i fell apart
But surely you won't see it
Because i give up on the new starts