I love YOU, I hate you

Ohhhh this was one of those feelings I know a little too well...Letting go and moving hard is one of the hardest things in life. Ive been in this place where I so badly wanted to take the love of my life back, but deep down I hated him for hurting me...its confusing it really is...took me a few years to get over him, but I finally did it a few months ago..it will happen, keep your head up! :)

Why why why
I hate you so
Just leave me alone
Let me go

I wish you were gone
I wish you were dead
I can't stand your face
The words that you've said

Get out of my life
No, please come home
Don't want you to leave
My heart all alone

^ Just an example about the flow, a little rearranging and it goes more smoothly while reading. I actually like the idea behind the piece, I thought the confusion was something we have all felt at some point. if you worked on the flow of the piece it would be excellent.