Lost and scared

My mind is lost,I'm confused
my heart knows the truth
but i keep Denying it.

I'm not ready for things
to change, it involves
to much pain.

That i cant handle
I'm losing it though
My smile is turning into tears,
I'm terrified of whats gonna happen
next.

i cant do this alone
but i don't wanna talk about it.

cause it hurts like hell to say Ive lost my sister
the only girl that made me smile when i dint want too.
shes gone,And a part of me is forever Gone.