Empty sky

The tears i daren't show,
in the razor they now glow.
the crimson blood,
the flowing tied...
it all changed the night i died.

Now i try to save myself from this self inflicted hell.
no one understands the mundane pain,
the instant relief as the razor hits my vein.

So i spend each day waiting for night,
waiting for a shooting star
to save my life...
i wait for the night,
when the lies of the sunlight go out of sight.
all i need is a wish to make this right.

i cry from the outside in,
the sky runs out of stars to mend my broken heart.
i pray for one more star,
one more chance
but am left with a shattered heart.

mascara running down my cheeks,
i realise now i am so suddenly weak.
with flowers in my hear,
the pain of losing you is too hard to bare.

The tears i daren't show,
in the razor they now glow.
the crimson blood,
the flowing tied...

all the stars that shined so bright
were destroyed to your delight...
this is where it all ends...
A broken heart i can never mend
and an empty sky...
the night i ended my life.