It started with just one
it ended up in a handfull
pill by pill
hoping this would kill
kill the pain im feeling
make the blackness feel real
wanting it all to end
my life it would steal
the room goes dark
the pi;;s hit the floor
my body feels weak
cant take anymore
i wake up hours later
in excruciating pain
the realisation sets in
im no longer sane
im no longer in control
ive lost sight on myself
i cant sort this on my own
i really need help
i dont know whats wronge with me
and what made me this way
i know i can be happy
but i struggle everyday.
