Standing on the edge feet hanging of
I no that the landing wont be soft
but at least il feel something finally
and pains better than emptiness right?
To scared to jump to scared not to
if I wait long enough maybe some will push me
they�ll say I was trying to fly
but there�ll no deep down I was hoping to die
I say in my head just jump do it now
but I cant my body wont let me
im froze half wanting to do it
half hoping someone will do it for me
what�s that saying? Something like
the one who�s happy all day cries herself to sleep at night
I think that was made for me
not that anyone really cares
I take a deep breath and sigh
here goes nothing I guess, goodbye
I jump and for the first time in years
I actually felt something.
