I close my eyes to push this away
But stronger hands pull it back quickly
Memories of better times stay in my mind
Until nothing else can satisfy me
I can feel the rumble of the earth below
Crumbling my walls and breaking my heart
Already I want to find a way out
When all this has only just begun to start
I didn't know it was going to be this hard
I had no idea what I got myself into
Everyone and everything is so far away now
I just don't know what the hell to do
Tell me that everything will be okay
Tell me that I will be successful and happy
Hold me close and wipe away these tears
Free me from this endless fear and anxiety