I don't know what you felt, I don't know what you expected.
All those nights together, should have meant something to you.
They should have made me happy knowing I was what you wanted.
Even if it was only for that one moment. That should have been
enough to keep me going for a couple days.
But the short texts, and the blatant ignoring me in the halls, that's
what got to me. That's what killed me. Even talking to you about it didn't help. HA. you said you listened, you wouldn't just ignore me. You never ignore me.
Maybe I'm crazy baby, but I was the only one who believed you were normal. That you weren't messed up. I was the only one who believed in you.
Don't get me wrong I still do. But I just wish you would realize that I was here for you through it all.
I don't know what you felt, I don't know what you expected.
But I felt happy, and I don't know why, but I expected you to stick around.
Now I have learned to not expect anything.
