I understand that life doesn't always go my way,
but why does everything have to go wrong at once,
why cant it just even itself out,
so that the ups and downs are even,
not all downs, then all ups,
i just wish that i didn't feel so broken inside about it,
because i know there is nothing i can do,
i just feel helpless,
people say everything happens for a reason,
so i like to think that although I'm going through a rough patch,
theres something good about to come my way,
but while in this rough patch I'm starting to forget that,
because it feels like its all pressing in around me,
i just wish that i didn't feel so broken inside about it,
because i know there is nothing i can do,
i just feel helpless,
the main problem is that there is no one that can help me,
that I'm in this fight alone,
that although I'm trying my best not to let it get me down,
i seem to be losing the battle,
and i can't see how i can win,
i just wish that i didn't feel so broken inside about it,
because i know there is nothing i can do,
i just feel helpless,
