What He Said

He is just so amazing
The way he does everything
Its all astounding, and perfect.
And what he said surprised me
That oh so lonely day, alone

Just him and I, sitting on the bench
"I really like you." I spoke in a shaky voice
"Do you like me too?" I turned my head
I waited for a while until he spoke
But his words were bitter and hurtful

"I don't." I asked him why, and he wouldn't say
"I dont understand." I explained.
"Ive been here all along."
As the days passed by, i continued to wonder
A few times i passed him in the halls.
He still wouldn't answer
Finally i confronted him,
"Why dont you like me? Ive waited so long,"
He just kept walking. But then turned around.
He faced me and ill never remember what he said
"I dont like you because you're ugly." His words hurt so bad.
I acted all fine and everything, walking away with a smile

Days passed and i wouldnt speak to anyone.
I didnt care anymore
It was over. everything i had hoped for
All of my dreams crushed.
He doesn't know how much he hurt me.

That night after school. I went home
I looked in the mirror, i looked real hard
I saw the ugliest girl i the world.
Tears streamed down my face
I thought long and hard.

But after my parents when to bed that night,
I snuck around and searched all of the hiding spots
Trying to find that one thing.
That would relieve me from all of this pain

Finally, i raced upstairs as quietly as i could.
Him still running through my head.
I took my lipstick and started writing on the mirror
"You're ugly" Thats what he said. Im not good enough
I finished marking up the mirror and loaded the gun.
Taking one last look, I glanced at my running mascara
My rosy red cheeks.
Was i really about to take my own life?
I had to think twice.
But all of the terrible thoughts
They ran through my head.
His name,
His voice,
Tears, crying

The pain is too much for my to handle,
I finally lift the pistol up and place it beside my head.
I grip the gun tight, place my finger on the trigger
Slowly i pull my finer towards me,
I can feel the anger boiling up inside.
This has to be done. I think to myself

And the last thought that went through my mind
"I dont like you because you're ugly."
That is what he said