Im lying to forget you
Saying i dont care
But in reality i do
I have lots of time
To think what to say
But when ever your near
I freeze and my heart skips
You already know
That i like you
And you've known all along
She says; at least i lie to forget
It makes this hurt feel good
If that's even possible,
When i think of him now,
I can't help but smile
"You're so cute when you talk about him"
My friends exclaim to me.
"I cant help it guys." I talk back
I never keep a straight face when people talk
They say his name and instantly i smile
Its like a habit. An instinct.
Im so used to everything about him
He doesnt know me well though
I tell myself im over him
But really i am not.
I cry a lot at night
When i think about him
But thats alright
Id rather see him happy
So im lying to forget
Hoping he wont care
He cant be mad if im not there.
So i lie to forget
