I've been here many times
I stand at the edge looking down
Is this how I want to end it
With no one around
My life has become chaos
With my family, I just fight
Everything falling to pieces
This just seems so right
I have no more love
I have nothing in my life
As I walk back to the car
To once again get my knife
My coping skill for everything
It's become all I know
I'm so tired of living like this
Every day just being a show
The blood slowly drips
Down my arm into the dirt
If I jump, here, today
It will end all of my hurt
No one could survive
Not a fall like that
The world would keep going
No matter where I was at
I kick a rock over the edge
As it tumbles down the side
The voice says "just do it"
"you'll no longer have to hide"
So many memories flood my head
As a tear drops down my cheek
How did I turn into this
When did I become so weak
As I look down the cliff
I picture my corpse at the floor
Tell myself to take the step
And my body will just soar
I glance behind me
I'm not going to be saved
It's time for the mask to come off
I'm tired of acting so brave
Faces flash before me
I know I'll jump someday
But for some odd reason
That's not going to happen today...
