Eternal Hatred

I hate that you can hurt me,
Without even speaking a word,
I hate that I still love you,
This is absolutely absurd.

I wish I could forget,
Even the good times we had,
Cause then I wouldn't feel this pain,
It wouldn't be so bad.

I am willing to erase,
The passionate nights we shared,
I am willing to admit,
That you never truly cared.

I can face the fact,
That our love was one-sided,
But I cannot face the fact,
That in you, I confided.

I feel this horrible regret,
For ever letting you in,
For you this is just a game,
Congratulations, you win!

I know it doesn't end there,
If it did, I wouldn't be writing,
But know that I'll come out of this,
Stronger and still fighting.