I'm screaming and screaming
loud screeching nails of fire
and you just continue to stare
right through me as if I am nothing
but a puff of dense gray air
I used to look to you with love
and admiration, longing
to be just like you, longing
for you to just like me
but I am nothing, nothing to you
I hate you, I hate you
this feeling has clenched tight on me
and I can't seem to shake it off
its growing deeply through my skin
turning all that was once promising
and dazzling like a fleeting dream
black, and dead.
Because you broke my spirit
and stole my light
I was just too stupid to see
that you never really loved me
you just needed what I possessed.
