Tonight i lay here thinking,
Working through the thoughts in my head,
As you sleep here next to me,
In this very lonely bed.
I wonder if you love me,
If you notice all my flaws
If i embarrass you,
Why you keep me behind closed doors?
Where has the affection gone?
You once made me feel loved.
Now im just a nuisance,
And youre burdened by my love.
I cant help the way i am,
I'm this way because of you.
We've grown up together and adapted,
I don't know what you want me to do.
What will it take to make you love me,
To look at me and smile?
To see the beauty that i hold,
To make me feel desired?
I'm only a young woman,
I have many years ahead,
I want a life full of happy memories -
Not of laying here in this lonely bed.
