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by Tanitha Mar 15, 2011 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Buzzing Buzzing Stop this buzzing noise in my head Stop it!! STOP IT!! Please stop the pain I'm feeling deep down It's not my fault the world falls apart It's not my fault I murder my own soul But it is my faul, everything is my fault Why can't you just let me go? Let me run in the forest with porcupine Sing with ghost at the grave yard Don't torture me, I'm already been tortured Love me, I demand you to!! But what is love? Oh, hello stranger, you have a beautiful eyes Will you be my lover? We can concur the world like Jesus Oh sweet memory of my childhood I keep throwing rock at that woman in the water She look like me, only paler I lost my will to live, but I don't want to die yet Would you kill me? But you have to let me live right after I'll stay under your bed, watching your every move That is how much I love you You're mine!! Forgive my impulsiveness Forgive my straight forwardness But don't you ever dare to forgive my lies I told you I was happy And I told you I don't believe in Sunday morning mass Why do you have to put me in chain? I'm not crazy, I'm just depressed These words don't make any sense I know you care so much Why me? Praise Satan! Praise lord! Which is which I need to choose? Let's play hide and seek in the graveyard I need to see my shadow fade as the sun rises Let my skin burn! BURN!! I love you spring, you remind me of my death While winter remind me of how cold I was Summer just disgust me, it reminds me of you Stay with the fire that burns through the hills Don't run to your pretty little shelter I will find you in your mind! Love, love, love I don't do love I HATE YOU!! Stop this buzz in my head Just chop my head off Wait, then who's head am I holding? Stranger, stranger... If I live again, I wanna be a stranger I'd be a beautiful stranger Stop this buzzing in my head It keep saying the same word DIE!