Maybe you wern't made to love me.
or maybe i was meant to be unloved.
i just dont understand how someone like me could give you my heart my soul my love.me. but in return i get nothing.
Instead im just a "friend" that you have love for. but honestly having love for me is enough to make me smile but it hurts because i'd give anything to be that girl you show off to people, the one you call when your happy or upset or just that girl that makes you smile.
but i never will be will I ? you'll never see me as more then a friend even if we were to pretend, atleast lie and say you love me to make me happy because i dont want to feel nothing i want to feel something.
please, dont make me feel like my love has gone to waste. please just let me have a taste of what it feels like to be loved by you.