I wish i culd take it all back and not have u in my life
i wish i culd forget all uve done and said to me through out all this time
i wish ur words wouldnt hurt me
and ur acttions would be meaningless
but yet for some stupid reason i still care wat u think
i dont love u but yet hate is far from my lips
and forgeting u is far from my mind
i try everyday to live past that and have a normal life but something always brings me back to u
i wish i could go away and maybe just maybe with distance ill be able to let go
uve hurt me so many times and none i deserved
i deserve better . more than ull ever kno
and even thou i kno that fact
i ignore it everyday and let u play with my emotions its weakness im afraid
but one day ull see for urself all uve done to me
but maybe i wont be here for u to apologize and try to take it all back , if i am then il just look at u and not give a dawm