I'm Sorry

I told you the truth
My depression is great
Just bare with me
I'll seal my own fate
For i hope it involves you
But i can't see it right now
Its hidden in the dark
To find it, I don't know how!
Show me the way
Guide me to your love
For it is great
I know what it's made of
I used to bask in its glory
Not too long ago
But i lost my way
But i shall find it today!
I need some time
As it happens sometimes
I fell along my way
And lost what i need
I have no doubt
My heart you'll free
Its locked away
Behind these walls
And sometimes
I still fall
Down into my self made pit of despair
Life is so unfair
I try to love you
And then i get scared
As i struggle
Just remember this
I know its hard to see that i do
I love you!