Tired...so tired...
head slumping over and over again...
Knots in my stomach...
Keeping me awake because of him.
Love crosses my path...
Like a wave crashing over a bridge.
Yet the bridge stands tall...
Never, ever to give in.
Have I given up on true love?
Not sure if anything is true...
When true has lost its meaning...
My mind slips back to you...
My poetry seems like nothing...
My drawing is nothing but dirt...
And when I'm feeling my lowest,
I couldn't even pick myself up
or even stay even slightly alert...
What DO you want?
What could you want from me?
I'm here with nothing...
and you say you love me.
I have no more to give...
Nothing else to say...
Still you're standing here begging.
Day after day...
So what could you want?
What do you need?
Am I here for your amusement...
or maybe just here in your greed...
I came here tonight...
In the pouring rain...
Covered in mud and water,
Just to scream out the pain...
What do you want...?
What do you need?
Is it something I have?
Or could you actually want me?
All this in me...all this pain.
Just like poison pumping through my veins.
Now tell me...Is it me?
I need to know...
I need to hear it from your lips...
Is it my eyes? Or down around my hips.
Tell me the truth...and nothing but the truth.
May it be what ever...
But I need to hear it...
Tell me the truth...
Just open up from the inside...
I'm sick of being with nothing but lies...
I'm hurting inside...
You see this pain too...
And now...staring at my cell...
I have no clue what to do...
I loved you...
I love you...
Why..just..why..cant I be loved too?
