Sweet Manipulation

All the blood on my hands,
I've been stained.
I feel so walked on,
broken and slain.

No matter how hard i
try, i cant forget the past.
I'm sick of
hoping this pain won't last .

Every breath I take,
of putrid air,
Twist's at my lungs.
Its not quite fair.

No matter the effort,
no matter the try.
I can't escape,
I'm living a lie.

And the Darkness breaks
threw, into my thoughts,
all of our words, so easily
taunts.

I wished for perfection,
I now choke on my words.
Your sweet manipulation,
silenced my hurt.

Your prescription pain
has cost me my life.
Every little word,
cut worse than any knife.

And the battles we fought,
and the demons we chased,
was for nothing at all.
I never seen you change.

Its just as easy,
to pretend to smile,
But it gets hard to,
after dealing with this bile.

To love myself, was something
you took, i fell for the image you
so easily took.

I now look in the mirror,
i know what i see,
there isn't anything left in me.

You demolished my hope,
you broken my dreams.
You ripped up my heart.
Tore each stitch from
their seems.

So now can i ask,
do you even care?
Is this something
so easy to forget?
It was like there was
nothing their.

So make me understand,
you put me threw all this hurt.
Drug me threw the ringer,
shoved my face into dirt.

I just want you to know,
you may have won,
but inside, my battles just begun.

I no longer will be haunted,
by your lingering ghost.
To you, id like to give a toast.

You shown me,
even the best can be bad.
That a perfect story,
the ending can be sad.

I hate i still love you,
i know you don't feel the same.
I just hope that you feel,
pain every-time you hear my name.