So today is four years.
youre still in my head
youre still in my thoughts
youre still in my tears
i know youre worthless
i know you dont matter
but yet im still sitting here writing about
you.
thinking about you..
and our 'special' moment together.
i hope you enjoyed it
i know you did.
and i know you still deny it to this day.
i cant prove anything
but eyes dont lie
and creeps are creeps.
they say when something tragic happens,
in your life,
that you remain that age
forever.
i think you like me as that 17yr old girl
vulnerable, and helpless.
i wont let you have that satisfaction.
i am who i am today
because of you
so in some sick way
i should be thanking you.
ha thanking you?
but there will be no thanks
no happy ending
no hugs and kisses
no ice cream and cake.
one day i will let you go
&my wall of hatred
fear
and anger
WILL fall
but till that day comes
you will be in my thoughts
you will remain in my head
and you will cause the tears.
so keep your satisfaction
your happy ending
and your cake
cause
karmas a B. I. T. C. H.
