I Am So Lonely

I'm sorry that we are no longer friends,
I knew I shouldn't of lied to you,
You were my best friend and I'm sorry that I hurt you,
Friends should give each other a second chance,
You know I didn't mean to hurt her,
Hurting her was the biggest mistake I've ever made,

But you and I both know she deserved it,
We were best of friends that would last forever,
Slaying me is the guilt I feel from what I have done,
Lazy nights I lay awake wondering if you will forgive,
Kitty lays awake on my lap from my none stop crying,
Dad is down the hall yelling at me to forget you,

But I can't do that you are my best friend,
Now that it is finished you and I are done,
Now at lunch I sit alone and stay alone,
Peanut butter and Jelly was what we were,
I did everything together,

But know I have no shoulder to cry on,
Talking to you was all I ever needed to make my day,
When you smiled it just made me fill with joy,
I have been lonely most of my life but you came into it,
You came and made me realize what friends are for,

But now that you are gone I'm lonely,
I am so lonely.