The pain you put upon me</3

Its crazy how much we been through
when none of it was real or true
you had turned my world around
but then it all came crashing down
at just the first glance
i gave you a chance
at first i was feeling full of joy
later i felt like just your toy
there's no doubt
that you left me scars inside out
so tell me how do you feel,?
pretending all this was real
playing with my heart
in the end you tore it apart
looking up at the ceiling at night
holding back my tears with all my might
at that time, thinking you weren't like any other guys
when all you fed me was lies
i thought i was your queen and you were my king
i gave you everything
but in the end it seemed like it was not good enough
i tryed acting tough
but inside i was dieing
then it hit me and i started crying
i keep thinking what did i do to deserve such hurt
to be treated like dirt
but its crazy how much we been through
when none of it was actually real or true</3