Finally over

I'm giving up on him
He is not a man
I loved him with everything
I did my best
He's the reason for this mess
The mess of us
The faulty "love"
The lies
The betrayal
He's not real
I needed him the most
I was faced with the worst decision
He left me alone to deal with the pain
Leaving me crying feeling insane
I know now that it's not me it's him
I know now that I'm better off
I'll be just fine
Better in fact
My heart will repair, and my smile is back.

3.30.2011