I hate it.
The feeling of regret when you were
too afraid to say what was on your mind.
Saying those things when you should have,
but fear is a hard obstacle to climb.
Having that moment repeating again again
in your mind and dreams.
Making it so hard to try to forget it,
but it keeps beating you down when
you're already on your knees.
Saying you'll do it next time to make yourself
feel better, but you know deep down that
fear will show its face.
Making its unwanted entrance with its
rapid drumming from its drummer,
"Little Valve" thats only the size of your fist.
Its even worst knowing you need it to motivate you
into conquering it to make the fear go away.
Its like it knows it and its laughing at you
when the opportunities have come and gone your way.
