Help

Dear Garret,

Do you remember
when we would just hang out?
When john stepped in that puddle
up to his knees, and when we
tied hiedi's shoelaces together?

I remember when I met your mom,
you met mine,
we shared everything
Garret your like my brother,

I remember when you went to prison,
I was there for you,
I wrote you all the time.
You were the garret
who was going to get better

You started working out,
we wrote 3 page letters,
just talking.
You look after me,
I look after you.

But Garrett that is not
how it is at all,
when you got out
you did not get the help
you promised you would.

I hate seeing you now,
your loosing weight,
and not doing
what needs to be done,
I worry so much
but I can't help you now,

only you can help yourself.