I was lost in a state of confusion, pain, and misery with the love that the two most important people gave me. It gave them a feeling of satisfaction and good deed but it gave me the feeling to lose myself and my soul. As I started fading away they gave me more attention which made me sink deeper into this horrible depression. When I was about to let go they let go....but of me. I started gaining energy and happiness but it was not enough for I was already far into this despair. They both went their seperate ways without me, and gave me my space which was enough to give me back at least a year of complicated happiness......
