A Year Gone To Waste

Standing in the doorway,
She says, with a tear,
It hurts that youre gone,
And youve made it crystal clear.

Sitting on the steps,
She ponders the way,
To end her pathetic life,
And her sorrowful days.

Laying in her bed,
Shes going to let her story start,
Shes crying so hard,
From the boy who broke her heart.

The first couple months,
Werent so great,
But she held on,
As they continued to date.

She developed strong feelings,
For that silly little boy,
Not knowing the ending,
He will use her as a toy.

He always said he loved her,
Never knowing if it were true,
So many lies he told her,
There was nothing she could do.

Promises that he made,
Never could he keep,
He always let her down,
And made her weep.

She believed in this boy,
No matter what he had done,
She always took him back,
And let him feel like he had won.

A year from the start,
They start to fight more,
They finally broke up,
But he acted very sore.

He said he was sorry,
And asked her to take him back,
She felt he really loved her,
But it was just another one of his attacks.

A few days go by,
Things are still good,
Until his ex comes back,
To start a fire under the hood.

He chose his ex over her,
What a jerk move to pull,
How could he do that?
He had everyone fooled.

She sat alone crying,
Trying to figure out why,
How could he do this?
And leave her alone to cry.

She finally got up the nerve,
To call him up and say,
How could you leave me?,
And throw everything away!

He told her she was a joke,
And that he hasnt loved her in a week,
She didnt want to believe it,
She couldnt even speak.

As if it couldnt get any worse,
He said, I felt sorry for you,
A knife in her heart,
What was she to do?

As she lay in her bed sobbing,
She trys to calm down,
But the happy isnt there,
Just a great big frown.

She still really loves him,
But she knows what he is,
A pathetic, uncaring creature,
Who doesnt deserve this!

This as in me,
Im the girl, you see.

He broke me down,
And tore me apart,
Killed my soul,
And let me fall apart.

The jokes on him,
Im way better then he,
I have a heart of gold,
That anyone can see.

I know my soul mates out there,
He didnt fit the part,
Im a much stronger person,
With more joy in my heart.

He will not win this battle,
For I will not die,
He will live with his mistake,
As its my turn to say..GOOD-BYE!

Its 100% true...and im going through it right now...if anyone has any ideas on how to deal with it please let me know...comment and rate if you'd like..