Guilty Mind**

God,
Well, Here I am living my life
Where I should be happy
But why am I here?
I dont deserve it tonight.
Im praying to u to get answers
Im so sorry for what I did
But u dont know the guilt I feel
For killing that 16 year old kid

If I could take back the second
I took that drink
You know I would God
In a heartbeat

I play back the accident
in my head every day
And I just cant understand
Why it has to be this way
I was do dumb and irresponsible
And because of that I took a life
Shouldnt I be the one dead?
The one that pays the price

I cant go on with my life God
I just cant deal with the blame
To know I killed someone
It will never be the same
I got away with what I did
I should be in jail or dead
I just cant believe this happened
Suicide in my head

U dont know how sorry I am
To feel this pain and sorrow
But it just isnt enough
I wish for no tomorrow
Well here I am living my life
Where I should be happy right?
Well Im not
Which is why I took my life tonight

weird, and stupid... sorry... but comment/vote anyway...