Ya, I may have cheated but at least I told you. You lied. You cheated on me too, ha what a fxcking surprise. It's one thing to cheat but to lie about it too? After years and years of trying to put up with you. Saying how you can't trust me. How I flirt with the guys. How every night I would take it all in, and I cried and I cried. I begged for you back, I told you I was wrong. And you took me back, but you had the same colors all along. I let you put me down all the time. I let you treat me like shxt out of guilt. You can't imagine the amount of pain I had felt. Let you get your thrill, of ripping my heart out and controlling it too. I've lost my damn self because of you. I did everything to change, living everyday to earn back the trust I retained. I honestly thought I couldn't live without you, but looking back on it might be easier to.
See now, I don't know if you were ever real or just fake. I thought you were better than me, that's a mistake. You fxcked me over, you had sex with that girl. She was part of our crew. You hung out with her almost everyday for TWO YEARS til I fxcking knew. She came to stay at my house. She was fake to me too. Everyone of our friends even fxcking knew. How do you expect me to ever believe you? I was the last to fxcking know, you put me to shame. And when I confront you, you put it all on me as if I am to blame! Saying how it would of never happened if I hadn't cheated on you. But what the fxck dude, you know what the hell I've been through. I've been being a goddamn puppy dog to you. And I feed into your excuses, saying how, "well I could say this about you and him too." But honestly speaking, its not fxcking like that, its way different for you dude. I've always been truthful, our trust may have been gone. But there wasn't one thing I kept from you all along. The sad part about it was you probably would of never told me, its true. I found out on my own thanks to you dude! It fine though, I may look stupid, who cares. You'll soon realize what you had when I'm no longer there.
You fxcked up, I wish you'd just admit it you're wrong. But you can't make mistakes because you're almighty god. So as much as it sucks to be in my shoes all I have left to say is, you're a hypocrite, you're fake, oh ya and fxck you!
